Aish ! Yesterday there was minor thought in my mind . I didn't know what i was wondering about , just felt there's a sudden insecure. I can say nowadays is so far so good, but just didn't know what i was insecure about. Afraid there might be sudden change. This feeling hadn't been with me for so long, now came back with this bad feeling again. Maybe i wasn't confident about myself , i think so too. I was even felt that the way we msg did become wierd . Well, maybe i was thinking too much. Aha !
Always told people to be confident! Don't think so much! Things will get better! All those ,
now leh? In the end leh , ownself still did the same -.-. Duhs! I didn't know how to console myself too -.- , how to console other people eh? -.-
So, i was lying on my bed and asked myself . What i was really thinking? Why i would feel this way out of sudden? Then i think back , when i was a small girl i did like to be grown up like an adults can do whatever i want, whatever i lik . Well, now i'm grow up , indeed i can do things i like and things i wan . But it isn't so good too , cause tends to think a lot of things , stress a lot of thing. Like studies, friendships, relationship even career and money . When was a small girl , all was thinking of be with mom and dad was the ever happiest thing i had , and of course plus Huan (: . But everybody got to go through this process . Cannot stop at there !
Now think back , i had gone through a lot sia . Be it good or bad !
And i had randomly gone to Don's blog , look at him ! He is been very good and work hard for things he wants and he managed to achieve them and a better future for himself. And when times goes by people do change , just like Don . He change better , know how to think better. In fact he was think the best for himself (: . He flunk Os and got to ite , from his hard work he managed to go poly and gets the course he wants . Maybe i should learn from him . Hahaha !
To achieve what i want next time . LOL ! Bad habits hard to kick off , but go heart nothing is hard to do ba ? I bet so yea ? Heheheh ! But when certain thing comes gotta face but not to avoid it cause running away not gotta solve it! HAHAHAHAHA! This is so not like my say! LOL! Unbelievable i could post something like this sia! Well , stay strong and stay free from thinking too much ! WZY !!! :]
Then what's my say ?
My say is nothing is impossible ! Nothing i cannot do !
And of course the very old say is always be strong&serious ! Although cannot be marvelous&matchless but i still can be very energetic& courageous !
